i'm in the room without a light, the room without a view...

first bike: sky blue bike with a white basket with flowers on it (schwinn maybe?)first best friend(s): madeline and jessicafirst real memory of something: these two dreams i had when i was 3 (one was reoccuring). my memory is that they were real, but my mom tells me they were dreams.first car: schwinn sidewinderfirst date: ?first kiss: donnie (in like first grade)first break-up: josh i guess. we dated for like maybe a month when i was in 8th gradefirst job: baskin robbinsfirst screen name: r0achie76first pet: tiger (cat)first piercing/tattoo: i got my ears pierced when i was 4. i got my first tattoo for my 19th birthday.first love: jimmy (high school boyfriend)first enemy: i don't like to think that i have enemies.first big trip: 7th grade school trip to chicago. other than that many family trips to st. louis and new york and such.first play/musical/performance: i played clarinet and piano in elementary and junior high school and we'd have recitals and stufffirst sport you played: soccerfirst musician you remember hearing in your house: the beatleslast cigarette: one year, 9 months ago (tomorrow)! woot!last kiss: 5 seconds agolast good cry: while watching what dreams may come with matt. saddest.movie.ever.!last library book checked out: damn i don't rememberlast movie seen: baseketball (earlier today)last cuss word uttered: fucklast beverage drank: waterlast food consumed: country benedict and hashbrown casserole from miaslast crush: matt simpson. i still get that "crush" feeling even though we're all in love now...<3last phone call: neelylast tv show watched: friendslast time showered: thismorninglast shoes worn: vanslast cd played: darkest hourlast item bought: bergamont corriander spray from bath and body workslast downloaded: bikeage-the descendentslast annoyance: matty having to leave. (i don't want him to!)last disappointment: matty having to leave. (i don't want him to!) heh.last soda drank: i don't drink sodalast thing written: somebodies digitslast key used: house keylast word spoken: i love you matt.last sleep: an attempted nap a few minutes agolast im: mark borderslast sexual fantasy: matt.last weird encounter: some wasted redneck lady at the cookout yesterday. haha.last ice cream eaten: soy delicious-chocolate almond brownielast time amused: today at brunch retelling a funny story.last time wanting to die: never.last time in love: now and foreverlast time hugged: 5 seconds ago when matt leftlast time scolded: hah.last time resentful: not recentlylast chair sat in: my computer chairlast lipstick used: i use chapstick-burts beeslast underwear worn: pink leopard printlast bra worn: the only one i wearlast shirt worn: the b-movie ratslast time dancing: ?last poster looked at: the clash-bankrobberlast show attended: dawn bleeds east on tuesday (and earlier that evening-undying, kid gorgeous, the judas cradle, scream for silence, xpmdx, and olympus mons)last webpage visited: before this livejournal, eugene records